Jai-DeeW

Let the freak flag fly!
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So after around ten years of angst, despair and (self) hate, then ten more years of asking the question "could I be?" I finally had a "Come To Realization" a few months back...early summer. I am transgender. My interest in transformation fiction (in part) was/is about the wishful thinking that *I* wanted to change. 
 
And now I am. I have been on HRT for a few months now. I am fully out to all of my "Inner Circle" and none of them has taken this poorly. It's actually been amazing to have friends and Family that accepted and supporting me/my decision, (Work was like: OK, no problem. Keep up the great work!) and are rolling with my new goals. 
 
I'm am doing this way late in life, I'm nearing the 50 year-old mark. But I believe the inner/mental relief to be gained is more than enough to bear any kind of social stigma/repercussion I may get. 
 
Now that my life is "On Track," I fully expect to begin writing again. I'll be focusing on two lines/products: a set of follow-on shorts for the intro I last posted [When the Rules Change] , and building a good plot line for The Realms Books (working title?) which I have dabble in and posted here as well. [where the characters: Aeia, Doc and Bob appear.]

For fans and others following / interested - thank you for your patience.

JD or Jai-Dee :)
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My how time flies.

Six years ago I took my heart in my hands and posted for public consumption a couple drabbles I had written up. Honestly, for an introvert (If you were to look up Introvert in dictionary - my pic is there...well, it SHOULD be. Anyway.) this was a HUGE step - I can only say that after the fact that it wasn't the huge production i made it out to be. But, the feedback that I had gotten was a pleasant and encouraging thing.

I can only blame myself for my lack of motivation on writing and posting. I get ideas almost daily - but time to put to them to page and flesh them out just doesn;t seem to happen.  - all on me.  So..as my Sextuple Anniversary I resolve to write more, and post more.

To all my (few) followers, internets-friends, and acquaintances:  Thank you.

To all those I follow and watch as I see your talents grow: Thank you for your sterling example.
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Loving this game. The/my visceral reaction of those little bastards makes my mouse/cursor jump all over the dang place. -  a compliment to the game makers.

As for story - they figured out the "Try-Fail, Try again" dynamic of most stories. The Hero can't win on her/his first try, every time. Heck, that would make for a boring story. Nope. I accomplish a main goal and wait...wadda mean the upload failed? Floaty robot boxes with LASERS shooting me now?!?!

AUUGH!


yes. i love this game. Yes, I want to choke a developer. Yes, that is a compliment.

Not much writing getting done....getting shot with lasers, jumped by mimics.....but I'm turning into an alien, so that's working for me.
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Ponderings...

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All this talk about heading to Mars by various peeps/orgs. Have they measured/evaluated the (sun) radiation exposure after leaving the Earth's magnetosphere?
I'm thinking LOTS of gene damage by arrival. Guaranteed death by cancer of some kind. (Rather than age.) : /

Smarter to wait for gene-repair medical tech to get online before hoppin' to another planet.

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Yes. This is what I ponder in the calm moments of life.


Much later edit: I found a PDF done by NASA detailing the radiation exposure of such a trip. (And the recommendation that any colony would need underground quarters, as a form of shielding/protection from the sun.) While not a guarantee that there will be 'death by radiation' the exposure is high enough to make cancer at an advanced age almost a certainty. : (

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30 watchers?

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I JUST noticed I have 30 watchers.  

Thank you!
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